I AM NOT CRYING I AM NOT OK IM NOT CRYING
#this section is everything#that brief sliver of hope that neither of them will have to be prisoners anymore#that neither of them will be bereft of companionship any longer; alone and hungry and frightened#and made to feel ashamed of who they are#they’ve found the strongest connection either of them have left to family#(found family in sirius’ case and lost family in harry’s)#the fact that this gets utterly shattered and they never have their time together still ruins me#i care so much#sirius will always be a hole in the sky of my fictional constellations#don’t look at me [X]