There’s like this endless hole that needs to be filled. I’m stuck at home and my friends are an hour away. I have no income. I have no car and no driving license for the car. I live in a house with times for everything. I don’t know what to do.
It’s not enough to be on the phone with my boyfriend anymore. I need him here.
It’s not enough to be applying for jobs and being told that working for Disney gives you a leg up on jobs. I need a job now.
It’s not enough to dream anymore. Because I have no physical way of making it a reality.
What am I doing? I’m an artist, a creator, a puzzle solver, someone with absolutely no experience or qualifications for anything I’m applying for. I just feel so helpless…